Last night I was lying in my bed, just trying to fall asleep without keeping myself awake till 5 in the morning.. Like I've been doing for a few days now. It was the first time in ages I've felt so terribly tired that I was sure that I'd fall asleep in a few minutes.. I did, and I woke up about an hour ago..

Yet, right now I'm so terribly tired, more tired than after e.g. waking up yesterday morning (when I went to bed at 4.30 am-ish).. My body feels exhausted, my head's like a big block of cement and pounds like a madman.. Since I quit school, or actually quit parttaking in the classes, I developed a weird sleeping habit, since basically I don't have anything I have to get up for.. So that means I can practically get up whenever I want. Sounds nice, yet when I have an appointment early int he morning I can't get myself out of bed anymore..

When I still went to school I'd always sleep at 11/11.30pm.. Right now I'm not even the slightest bit tired when I stay up till 12/1. It's like my "biological clock" has taken the wheel in things and fucked up my daily pace.

.___. I hate it!

The worst thing is, I can't get myself to sleep in early, even when I'd want to.. So I'm trying those "sleep"-mp3's I got from a friend, and they seem to help quite a bit. Yet it still takes me a while to get to sleep .__."

Anyways, let me drag my zombie body off of the couch, since I promised a friend to go to Ikea with him .w.'