In this blog I'll take the opperunity to thank a few people who, in my eyes, have been of great help the last couple of days.. I've gone down to 4 who've been really, terribly awesome or who I really want to thank for what they've done. (And kind of someone I want to apologise to for being a bitch .w.)

This is only interesting for the people I'll be addressing to in a bit, so yeah.. But I won't stop you from reading on anyway .w.'


Caroline, I've told you this many times before.. And I'll tell you as many times you need to hear it even more after your rage blog earlier; I couldn't wish for a better best friend than you. You understand me completely, know exactly what's going on and what is bothering me (mainly because I tend to spam you with that >w>;; I'm terribly sorry!) Even though you have a lot of things on your mind as well you always find the time to listen to my rants and help me, and for that I couldn't thank you more!

Sometimes I wish I could be a better friend you know, and because it won't be as easy for me to travel as much as before we might not see each other as often as we want to.. It makes me really sad to even think about my OV dying on my after this month TTwTT.. Anygays, I really hope you've at least enjoyed yourself here this weekend, and that we're going to have a ball on your birthday! I assure you, I'm going to be coming at you with something SO DAMN EPIC you'll tie me to the bed and fuck me hard love me even more than you do now 8'D And even when you will become old and grey, my love for you will never fade away!~

Okay I'm going to be serious now. Girl, thanks for putting up with me for more than a year now and still being able to call me your best friend. I really hope everything will stay that way and we'll have even more awesomeness in the future! Summer is going to be our time, again, and it will be totally awesome! /insertAVPMdracodramarollinghere

Angélica, senpai~ We haven't been friends for that long.. Yet you're one of the tiny group of people I trust completely. We're similar in so many ways that it scared me at first ^^; but as we started to talk more and more I felt that we were actually becoming really, reaaaaally good friends within such a short period of time! I'm sure that if we could we could be talking to each other for hours non-stop!

Mailing with you over the past couple of weeks has been doing a great deal on me, I'm more composed.. More relaxed, as if that heavy burden that are my problems have been lifted from my shoulders. Thank you so much for wanting to listen to my story, for understanding me so damn well and giving me the oppertunity to help you in the process! You know that I'll be always there for you when you need me, if you're not feeling well don't hesitate to just barge in with it and tell me all what's on your mind! Ciel is always waiting and willing, if you know what I mean huhuhuh *A*

Yara, I know you might hate me for being so terribly mushy about this and mentioning you here >w> But you can't stop me! It's because I've seen you a lot in the past couple of weeks that I just couldn't leave you out! And you better like it! Because I want to thank you for being so awesome all the time, even after such a long period of time it still feels like we're still in high school, damn.. those were times .w.'

But thanks for just hanging out with me and putting up with my blabbering all the time, about school, random,  people we start to really dislike, more random and Kippie :D I really enjoyed it, I've got to say! And I'd love to hang out a lot more.. But first... We both need to find some god-damn jobs >w>;; We don't want to end up homeless now, do we?!

Steffanie, this might sound a little weird, yet I just have to get this off of my chest for the better. I know that since we broke up things have been... awkward between us to say the least .w.' that mostly coming from my part because I always need some time to settle things with myself at first.. It makes me most comfortable to be distant from people in that way, and this is how it has been with all my previous relationships. I first have to come to terms with myself before I can get myself to talk to them properly again .w. And I think that time has passed by now.

That might be why I wanted to add you to this blog, because when you replied to my previous blog about letting people go and the likes.. I really felt that you meant what you said, and I felt stupid for telling myself you probably wouldn't care for me anymore. I was terribly mistaken and slightly taken aback  by it to be completely honest.. And I just thought it would be a good thing to tell you how I truly felt about it. I've missed that friendship between us, and the stupid things is that somewhere in the back of my head I've always known that somehow you still care for me, and so do I. I've been stupid to just pretend I didn't miss just the silliness and everything that we used to have before things went wrong and that it didn't affect me while in fact it did! I was just selfishly looking at myself all the time and forgot of what good friends we used to be, and for that I want to apologise, sincerely this time. Because I rather have you as a friend again than lose you in the process.



Sorry for being a sap you guys ;w; at times it's better to get it all out of your system right >w>;;? I'll leave it to that yeah..

One last thing, the upcoming few days I'll be busy mostly during the day .w.' So I might be a bit slow everywhere. My sincerest apologies in advance Ladies and Gents who waste their time reading this crap..