// Visual Invasion

An asslong survey about.. Me!

Thursday, March 1, 2012 | 10:38:00 PM | 0 comments

Instead of the planned angry blog I had planned, I'm going to fill out this form instead. Just because I feel like it. It's ALL about me, and I'm being honest with these questions. All answers are for your own interpretation.. It's much better than hearing me rant about people that annoy me right now. So, there you go.

1: Full name - Kristel van Kesteren, I'm not baptized so no other names for me. It's funny how foreign people are always interested in the "van" in my name, and how they associate it with the soccer-player Van Nistelrooij (or how the hell you spell his name, idk I don't watch soccer.)
2: Zodiac sign - I'm a Sagittarius, and for the Chinese Zodiac I'm a Monkey.
3: 3 Fears - I'm absolutely TERRIFIED of spiders.. Seriously when one is near I freak out, doesn't even matter what size, I'll go bonkers only looking at one! I can't stand those freaky horror movies/games because they give me sleepless nights, I can't handle scary monsters and zombies .w.' and lastly, losing everyone dear to me..
4: 3 things I love - Music.. Without that it'd be so damn boring. I listen to music on a daily base, like dancing to it and like making music myself. (When I dust off my guitar that is..) Writing is something I adore as well, where would I be without all my written stories.. buh. Baggy clothes too.. Weird I know, but I love to relax in Baggy clothes >w>;;
5: 4 turns on - Oh, now it's getting interesting right? In a person my 4 biggest turn ons are; Sweetness, honesty, romance and eyes that give you such a piercing gaze that you feel like you drowning into them! Yeah.. I guess that's it .w.'
6: 4 turns off - Rudeness. Seriously when a person acts rude around me, whether it's just to other people or to me.. No that's just too much. Jealousy is also a big turn-off, simply because I can't handle jealous people.. I won't say I can't be jealous at times, but I tend to mask it pretty well, but when people are being jealous right into my face... Clinginess, there's nothing wrong with being affectionate and showing you like someone, yet there's a limit and people tend to exceed my comfort zone and personal space. Lastly, extremely-skinny-anorexic people who nag about them being FAT. I have nothing against skinny people, but I'd never take a step to someone who's obviously way way thinner than I am. Not that I'm holding grudges to people who're actually skinny while I'm more of the chubbier variety, but those people still tend to see mere grams as extra bodyfat they have to get rid off. Now listen to me girl/boy, when I like you, I like you for the person you are.. for me there's no need to change.
7: My best friend - Caroline definitely, we're just two of a kind I think. Hun, you're the best. (But for the last time, we're not dating .w.' We're just really close friends okay?)
8: Sexual orientation - I prefer going by the term Bisexual, simply because I don't look for people by gender. Yet there are people saying; "But you seem to only be dating girls lately." To them I say, let's put it this way.. If we had to look precisely on percentages, I'd be more of a 80% attracted to girls and 20% attracted to guys. Hopefeully this makes sense in a way.
9: My best first date - I've never really been on dates.. People usually confess to me before actually taking me out somewhere, too bad .w.' People, it's the other way around!
10: How tall am I - Proudly 1.62, but I like to call that Funsize (:
11: What do I miss - The times that I didn't have to worry about trivial things like I have to worry about now, the warmth of someone's arms around me telling me it's just something I have to go through and that it'll all be alright in the end.. Even just a reassuring pat on the back would do.
12: What time was I born - 12.06 in the afternoon
13: Favourite color - Purple, the funny thing is, once someone kept telling me that "Purple isn't a colour!" I was like.. whut? You've got to be kidding me?! I can't quite remember who said that at that time, someone from my highschool class. Nah I forgot who.
14: Do I have a crush - Define Crush? Is there someone I like; Yes. Am I interested in that person; Sort of. Am I trying to get into some kind of relationship with this person; No. So, let's say I'm just keeping my eye on that one.
15: Favourite quote - "Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen. Keep in the sunlight." Benjamin Franklin It's a quote I found very intriguing, and it helped me keeping my head up high in darker times.
16: Favourite place - My room, it's my tiny sanctuary where I can just be myself. Where no one will look at me weirdly for what I do and don't do.
17: Favourite food - Just put chicken in somewhere and I'll probably just eat it. Chicken, just the word makes my mouth water! Oh, and I like Pizza and Kebab a lot too!
18: Do I use sarcasm - Oh no, I wouldn't dare. (I use Sarcasm when I can, whenever I feel like it.. Usually people are even too dense to notice, but that gives me a laugh.)
19: What am I listening to right now - Poetaster and Singing dolls by Hagane Miku and Magane Len, gotta love the H-Type Vocaloids, and who can say no to Len's amazing voicings. Pff If I could just have him things would be so much easier!
20: First thing I notice in new person - Eyes, it's always the eyes, and they tell quite a lot at first sight. And usually I'm pretty accurate about people's attitude only by looking them in the eyes.
21: Shoe size - 6 (EU: 38/39)
22: Eye color - Hazel brown
23: Hair color - Blueish black, it's a colour I've been soiling my hair with for quite some time now .w. I just love it.
24: Favourite style of clothing - Casual, a bit tomboy-ish actually. I don't like those terribly girly clothes with the frills and the ribbons and all. Just give me a pair of jeans, a top and a shirt, I'll be fine with that.
25: Ever done a prank call? - Oh yesh I have, many times when I was still in elementary school. Too bad most of the phone devices have caller identity now..
26: What colour of underwear I'm wearing now? - Black, just random panties from H&M, nothing special about them.
27: Meaning behind my URL - Visual Invasion.. Hmm, it dates back to what. 2009? I think it was because of all the Visual Kei I listened to at that time. I don't know, have never been so original with blog/usernames .w.
28: Favourite movie - I can't fucking choose, I've seen so many many great movies. Movies that made me either laugh my ass off or cried my eyes out! But if I REALLY have to choose one right now.. The Green Mile.. I still cry every time.
29: Favourite song - Another thing I can't choose from! So many great songs, how can I choose, how?!
30: Favourite band - I don't have just one band I really like, there are too many out there!
31: How I feel right now - Meh, I feel just meh. Not good nor really bad. Let's just say I've had better days than this one.
32: Someone I love - I love a lot of people, I love the ones that are dear to me. Just be happy when you're among those :')
33: My current relationship status - ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES PUT YOUR HANDS UP!

*raises hand*
34: My relationship with my parents - Mhnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ Right now.. It's not that bad.. I've had worse, maybe because they finally see I'm growing up? (about damn time!)
35: Favourite holiday - My birthday .w.' I don't like any other holiday.. It's all too forced in my oppinion. But yeah, who am I to say that huh?
36: Tattoos and piercing i have - I only have earrings, but I'd kill for a nose piercing and a tattoo! =3=
37: Tattoos and piercing i want - As mentioned above, I'd love to get my nose pierced, but here's the thing.. Both my parents and my friends tell me not to because it'll make me look like a "slut". I DON'T CARE! I want a friggin' nose piercing. And I'd love to get a quote tattooed somewhere. No tribals and shit.
38: The reason I made this blog - Because I needed a place to just put my feelings instead of bothering telling people one by one. More convenient this way.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? - No, we're actually getting back to being friends :) And I'm really.. really happy about this! Steffanie if you read this, I'm really happy about it =w=.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - I used to get them, not anymore.. But it's actually quite a waste of money ^^;
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - Vivian? Other than on the cheek for her birthdays, nope!
42: When did I last hold hands? - Ehhhhhhh... I held hands with my mom last .w.' I think.. Yeah, I think it was yesterday when I had one of those weird skipping moods and pulled her along?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - Make-up and getting dressed +/- 30 minutes max, eating 10 minutes.. getting out of bed 2.. So, about 42 minutes?
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days? - UNGA BUNGA, CALL ME TARZANNA! (Nah it's not that bad really .w.' And c'mon, it's winter! How am I supposed to keep my babies warm?)
45: Where am I right now? - Downstairs in the "computerroom", Comedy Central will start soon so I'm just chillin' here waiting for it to start.
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - Drunk? Me? PFF Don't make me laugh :') It takes a LOT to get me drunk, simply because I do not drink to get drunk. I never got drunk, I only drink up to two glasses of alcohol.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - You know what they say, THE LOUDER THE BETTER! YEYAH! No seriously, you get more into it the louder it gets.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - I do .___. But not for long anymore I tell you! I'm going to move out as soon as I can get
49: Am I excited for anything? - YAYCON! OMG I'M SO EXCITED TO ACTUALLY GO, I NEED TO GET AFTER EIGHT 4 AND TAKE PICTURES WITH THE NEZUMI COSPLAYER AND GAAH!
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - Mhnmhn, Caroline and Angelica Senpai *^*/
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? - More than I actually want, it's getting old herp.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? - With someone, could it be a dog too;w;? /foreveraloneface. No, I huggle a lot with our pup Dunya.. Love to snuggle, snuggle snuggle <3
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - *shrugs* I wouldn't really mind.. It's not that I like that bitch anymore. Luckily she hasn't been around anymore..
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - Yeah.. There's one particular person that I trust, yet some say I should watch out with that person. I'm slowly keeping my distance from her.
55: What is something I disliked about today? - Someone being EXTREMELY rude, yet made me laugh again which is strange... Cuz it never happens.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - Pfff... Right now? I mean it wouldn't be a celebrity or anything! Cuz there's a person that I'd really want to meet irl right now because she's been of such great support lately, she's such a sweetheart and always listens when I need her ;TTWTT Yes Angelica senpai, I'm talking about you here! Just watch, one day I'll fly off to Brazil so we can talk face-to-face *^*/
57: What do I think about most? - Ehm.. Right now about so many things, but mostly about finally getting my degree and going to university! That's my biggest set goal!
58: What’s my strangest talent? - People find this.. creepy, but I can bend my toes fully and even walk on them. It's bad, I know.. But it's funny to scare them!
59: Do I have any strange phobias? - Arachnophobia. SPIDERS *A*
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Both, I love taking pictures of others as well as of myself .w.' Yeah, I like to camwhore from time to time.
61: What was the last lie I told? - That I was feeling well.
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - With friends I'd rather talk to them on the phone..
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - Nope, it's all just too weird to me to actually believe it. Pff. I can't really get scared by the thought of ghost being after me or aliens taking over the world.. Yet, if there's a movie they're in I'm scared shitless .w.'
64: Do I believe in magic? - No, because I'm already 19 and I never got my acceptance letter to Hogwarts!
65: Do I believe in luck? - Mhn.. At times, but not really.
66: What's the weather like right now? - It's cloudy and dark outside, but yeah.. It's still winter so yeah .w.
67: What was the last book I've read? - The last one of The Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy - And another thing... (Those titles are just brilliant!)
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? - Ew no, that makes me really sick to the stomach .3.'
69: Do I have any nicknames? - So damn many, but I'm glad most just stick to Kris..
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had? - I was never really the kid with the major injuries, but I got quite a few cuts and bruises that took long time healing.
71: Do I spend money or save it? - Ah.. Depends. Sometimes I just spend it without really thinking about it, but right now I really have to save up!
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? - I don't even come close .w.'
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? - Yes, my pink iPod Shuffle :)! Without that thing I'm nothing!
74: Favourite animal? - Giraffes.. Yes you read that right. I. Adore. GIRAFFES *^*' Problem?!
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - Playing that crappy ass game pokemon Pearl... God I just can't get the hang of it!
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? - Sexy-ass-bitch. Yes, I think so. Or Hussein if he did get married with Sadam.
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - I'm going to hate myself again for this.. But PONPONPON makes me terribly happy and angry at the same time XD
78: How can you win my heart? - Be honest to me, be able to tell me things when in doubt and trust me with your secrets.. Do not be rude to me nor to my friends, be open-minded to all kinds of things and be able to cope with my flaws.. That's all I'm asking.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - "Up until the day she died she hasn't cared what people thought of her! So fuck you!"
80: What is my favorite word? - Penis. I tend to use that word in every conversation at the weirdest moments.
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr - Probably all Yaoi tumblrs .w.' AND ALL NO. 6 RELATED BLOGS!
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - Could you please stop being such hypocrits and help each other for once. Seriously, all you can do is boost your own egos and talk bad about other countries. Grow the fuck up, what's this generation going to do with such "rolemodels"?
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? - Nope~ Not htat I know of!
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - Please give me the power to fly, please give me the power to fly, PLEASE GIVE ME THE POWER TO FLY. VISIT ALL THE ONLINE FRIENDS! *^*/
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - What's the one thing you'd change in your life..
86: What is my current desktop picture? - Caro & Me in our cosplay as Gokudera & Yamamoto.
87: Had sex? - STILL COUNTS! /=3=
88: Bought condoms? - No, but I got some at a festival XD
89: Gotten pregnant? - Never been, NEVER WILL!
90: Failed a class? - Nope~
91: Kissed a boy? - Uhh, yeah
92: Kissed a girl? - I KISSED A GURL AND I LIEKED IET!
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - Nope.. But I guess it could be quite romantic..
94: Had job? - Jep, plenty of jobs! Some were nice, some weren't .w.'
95: Left the house without my wallet? - Yep, stupidest and most annoying thing ever!
96: Bullied someone on the internet? - Nope.. That's not what I want to waste my precious times on.
97: Had sex in public? - Is there slut written on my forehead? =A=;;
98: Played on a sports team? - Jep, Dancing~
99: Smoked weed? - Nope, and not planning to do so either. Just listen to Mr. Mackey; "Drugs are bad.. m-mkay!"
100: Did drugs? - Same as above!
101: Smoked cigarettes? - No, I've had too many "bad examples" along the way... People died cuz of it and it didn't make it more appealing to start.. And it smells bad .w.'
102: Drank alcohol? - Yup, and then come to think of it that I hated drinking at first XD though I only drink a small amount and in company.
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - Nooooo way, I love meat WAY too much to give it up! I mean, sure those meatreplacers aren't THAT bad.. But they've got nothing on a real piece of fine meat! Mhn!
104: Been overweight? - Yeah.. Many times.. It's depressing but yeah .w.;;
105: Been underweight? - Nope.
106: Been to a wedding? - Yes~ I love going to weddings! It's such a magical thing really, seeing two people who love each other get to be together forever ;w; one day, I'll be there too.. I hope. /foreveraloneface.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - Oh yeah, even longer! I mean.. I've got nothing to do with my life anyways .w.' My PC's always on.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - Yeah, with one of those LOTR marathons we had once XD
109: Been outside my home country? - Lots of times, I've gone to Germany, Belgium, England, France, Italy, Spain, Austria, Switzerland and Liechtenstein :) I still like England and Italy the most ^^/
110: Gotten my heart broken? - A few times yes, some took me a lot of time to heal..
111: Been to a professional sports game? - Nope .w.' I'm not that much of a sports person!
112: Broken a bone? - Never *A* and better leave it at that!
113: Cut myself? - No.. I can't handle blood, and I vomit easily when I feel pain.. So no can do .w.'
114: Been to prom? - Yes twice ^^ My own, and as introducee with Joost a year back :)
115: Been in airplane? - Never, but I so wanna travel with one ^^
116: Fly by helicopter? - No *A* I'm afraid of heights!
117: What concerts have I been to? Appelpop 2006 =w= Best time of my life!
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - Helleuwhhhh! =A=
119: Learned another language? - Jep, English, German and French in school! Tried to teach myself Japanese and Korean.. And I'd love to learn some Russisch and Spanish :)
120: Wore make up? - Started wearing it at the age of 14, and I still wear it yes :) maybe a bit more than before ^^;; Blame cosplay!
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? - Uh =A=
122: Had oral sex? - Muh =A=
123: Dyed my hair? - Yep ^w^/ From blond to purple, blond to Pink, blond to brown, brown to red, red to black and now it's still black :)
124: Voted in a presidential election? - Nope, yet I've voted in some regionl election once!
125: Rode in an ambulance? - Thankfully no ^^;
126: Had a surgery? - Thank god no ^^;
127: Met someone famous? - Ehh.. As far as I know I've never really met someone famous as in talking to them in person..
128: Stalked someone on a social network? - *^* No fucking way? I stalk EVERYONE here!
129: Peed outside? - Yeah, camping XD
130: Been fishing? - No ;A; and I'm not sure if I can pull it off >w>;;
131: Helped with charity? - Yep! I donate from time to time, I helped out in a senior center for a month and ran in some rallies.
132: Been rejected by a crush? - Yeah .w. That's why I usually keep it to myself until I'm at least 80% sure they feel the same way!
133: Broken a mirror? - No thank god! ;A: Such a messs.
134: What do I want for birthday? - A great time with my friends (:
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? - .. I don't want kids =3=
136: Was I named after anyone? - No, they just found my name in a French names book, made it look less French and named me Kristel :')
137: Do I like my handwriting? - Eh.. At times it looks really nice, but my writing gets quite derp after a while .w. I can't keep up with the prettiness!
138: What was my favourite toy as a child? - As far as I remember I played with Barbie dolls XD So weird if you look at me now. I used to be quite the cute girly kid if I have to believe my parents!
139: Favourite Tv Show? - Mhn, I'm torn between Family guy and South Park, both are awesome!
140: Where do I want to live when older? - Somewhere else than here, most likely in another country! I'd love to move over to England when I grow older!
141: Play any musical instrument? - In fact, I can play the flute, the accoustic as well as the electric guitar, bass guitar, drums, xylophone, a bit of piano and triangle .w. YES THE LAST ONE COUNTS! TIMING IS EVERYTHING!
142: One of my scars, how did I get it? - I have a burn scar on my left lower arm, I wanted to get some buns out of the oven .w.'
143: Favourite pizza toping? - Salami, ham and pineapple ^w^/
144: Am I afraid of the dark? - Not that I'll crawl into the nearest corner when I can, but I can get quite uncomfortable in the dark >w>;;
145: Am I afraid of heights? - Yes .. And I blame my dad for it! He's scared as well, and I think he got it on to me too!
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - So far, nothing yet thank god ^^;
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? - Yeah, lots of times.. I always try my best y'know.. And when you try even harder than you usually do and fail even though you did the best you could? It hits you hard.. and it hits youd eep. I've experienced that a lot, there have been so many things that have gone wrong while I just wanted to show how much I'd do to just accomplish it. It sounds vague really..
148: What I'm really bad at - Drawing ;w; I wish I could draw.. But I can't..
149: What my greatest achievments are - For now, getting into university upcoming school year!
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - That I should get real.. In the means of, I want to follow my dreams.. And I'm doing everything to get where I want in the end. Yet there has be one that used to be really close to me, who said that I should open my eyes and see that what I wanted isn't going to happen. But screw her really.
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery - BUY ALL THE COSPLAY, BUY ALL THE MANGA, GO TO ALL CONVENTIONS! And save some for later .w.'
152: What do I like about myself - Probably the fact that I managed to still have some people close to me who love me for who I am.
153: My closest Tumblr friend - Caro probably cuz I don't use Tumblr that often >W>;;
154: Something I fantasise about - I don't fantasise =A= I decided to be Asexual from now on. (sexy time with a very special lady *A*) So yeah, nothing =w=
155: My dearest possesion - This sounds cheesy.. But it's just what it is, my friendship with all of you is the thing I hold most dear!

An asslong survey about.. Me!

Thursday, March 1, 2012 | 10:38:00 PM | 0 Sweet Cupcake

1: Full name - Kristel van Kesteren, I'm not baptized so no other names for me. It's funny how foreign people are always interested in the "van" in my name, and how they associate it with the soccer-player Van Nistelrooij (or how the hell you spell his name, idk I don't watch soccer.)
2: Zodiac sign - I'm a Sagittarius, and for the Chinese Zodiac I'm a Monkey.
3: 3 Fears - I'm absolutely TERRIFIED of spiders.. Seriously when one is near I freak out, doesn't even matter what size, I'll go bonkers only looking at one! I can't stand those freaky horror movies/games because they give me sleepless nights, I can't handle scary monsters and zombies .w.' and lastly, losing everyone dear to me..
4: 3 things I love - Music.. Without that it'd be so damn boring. I listen to music on a daily base, like dancing to it and like making music myself. (When I dust off my guitar that is..) Writing is something I adore as well, where would I be without all my written stories.. buh. Baggy clothes too.. Weird I know, but I love to relax in Baggy clothes >w>;;
5: 4 turns on - Oh, now it's getting interesting right? In a person my 4 biggest turn ons are; Sweetness, honesty, romance and eyes that give you such a piercing gaze that you feel like you drowning into them! Yeah.. I guess that's it .w.'
6: 4 turns off - Rudeness. Seriously when a person acts rude around me, whether it's just to other people or to me.. No that's just too much. Jealousy is also a big turn-off, simply because I can't handle jealous people.. I won't say I can't be jealous at times, but I tend to mask it pretty well, but when people are being jealous right into my face... Clinginess, there's nothing wrong with being affectionate and showing you like someone, yet there's a limit and people tend to exceed my comfort zone and personal space. Lastly, extremely-skinny-anorexic people who nag about them being FAT. I have nothing against skinny people, but I'd never take a step to someone who's obviously way way thinner than I am. Not that I'm holding grudges to people who're actually skinny while I'm more of the chubbier variety, but those people still tend to see mere grams as extra bodyfat they have to get rid off. Now listen to me girl/boy, when I like you, I like you for the person you are.. for me there's no need to change.
7: My best friend - Caroline definitely, we're just two of a kind I think. Hun, you're the best. (But for the last time, we're not dating .w.' We're just really close friends okay?)
8: Sexual orientation - I prefer going by the term Bisexual, simply because I don't look for people by gender. Yet there are people saying; "But you seem to only be dating girls lately." To them I say, let's put it this way.. If we had to look precisely on percentages, I'd be more of a 80% attracted to girls and 20% attracted to guys. Hopefeully this makes sense in a way.
9: My best first date - I've never really been on dates.. People usually confess to me before actually taking me out somewhere, too bad .w.' People, it's the other way around!
10: How tall am I - Proudly 1.62, but I like to call that Funsize (:
11: What do I miss - The times that I didn't have to worry about trivial things like I have to worry about now, the warmth of someone's arms around me telling me it's just something I have to go through and that it'll all be alright in the end.. Even just a reassuring pat on the back would do.
12: What time was I born - 12.06 in the afternoon
13: Favourite color - Purple, the funny thing is, once someone kept telling me that "Purple isn't a colour!" I was like.. whut? You've got to be kidding me?! I can't quite remember who said that at that time, someone from my highschool class. Nah I forgot who.
14: Do I have a crush - Define Crush? Is there someone I like; Yes. Am I interested in that person; Sort of. Am I trying to get into some kind of relationship with this person; No. So, let's say I'm just keeping my eye on that one.
15: Favourite quote - "Do not anticipate trouble, or worry about what may never happen. Keep in the sunlight." Benjamin Franklin It's a quote I found very intriguing, and it helped me keeping my head up high in darker times.
16: Favourite place - My room, it's my tiny sanctuary where I can just be myself. Where no one will look at me weirdly for what I do and don't do.
17: Favourite food - Just put chicken in somewhere and I'll probably just eat it. Chicken, just the word makes my mouth water! Oh, and I like Pizza and Kebab a lot too!
18: Do I use sarcasm - Oh no, I wouldn't dare. (I use Sarcasm when I can, whenever I feel like it.. Usually people are even too dense to notice, but that gives me a laugh.)
19: What am I listening to right now - Poetaster and Singing dolls by Hagane Miku and Magane Len, gotta love the H-Type Vocaloids, and who can say no to Len's amazing voicings. Pff If I could just have him things would be so much easier!
20: First thing I notice in new person - Eyes, it's always the eyes, and they tell quite a lot at first sight. And usually I'm pretty accurate about people's attitude only by looking them in the eyes.
21: Shoe size - 6 (EU: 38/39)
22: Eye color - Hazel brown
23: Hair color - Blueish black, it's a colour I've been soiling my hair with for quite some time now .w. I just love it.
24: Favourite style of clothing - Casual, a bit tomboy-ish actually. I don't like those terribly girly clothes with the frills and the ribbons and all. Just give me a pair of jeans, a top and a shirt, I'll be fine with that.
25: Ever done a prank call? - Oh yesh I have, many times when I was still in elementary school. Too bad most of the phone devices have caller identity now..
26: What colour of underwear I'm wearing now? - Black, just random panties from H&M, nothing special about them.
27: Meaning behind my URL - Visual Invasion.. Hmm, it dates back to what. 2009? I think it was because of all the Visual Kei I listened to at that time. I don't know, have never been so original with blog/usernames .w.
28: Favourite movie - I can't fucking choose, I've seen so many many great movies. Movies that made me either laugh my ass off or cried my eyes out! But if I REALLY have to choose one right now.. The Green Mile.. I still cry every time.
29: Favourite song - Another thing I can't choose from! So many great songs, how can I choose, how?!
30: Favourite band - I don't have just one band I really like, there are too many out there!
31: How I feel right now - Meh, I feel just meh. Not good nor really bad. Let's just say I've had better days than this one.
32: Someone I love - I love a lot of people, I love the ones that are dear to me. Just be happy when you're among those :')
33: My current relationship status - ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES, ALL THE SINGLE LADIES PUT YOUR HANDS UP!

*raises hand*
34: My relationship with my parents - Mhnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~ Right now.. It's not that bad.. I've had worse, maybe because they finally see I'm growing up? (about damn time!)
35: Favourite holiday - My birthday .w.' I don't like any other holiday.. It's all too forced in my oppinion. But yeah, who am I to say that huh?
36: Tattoos and piercing i have - I only have earrings, but I'd kill for a nose piercing and a tattoo! =3=
37: Tattoos and piercing i want - As mentioned above, I'd love to get my nose pierced, but here's the thing.. Both my parents and my friends tell me not to because it'll make me look like a "slut". I DON'T CARE! I want a friggin' nose piercing. And I'd love to get a quote tattooed somewhere. No tribals and shit.
38: The reason I made this blog - Because I needed a place to just put my feelings instead of bothering telling people one by one. More convenient this way.
39: Do I and my last ex hate each other? - No, we're actually getting back to being friends :) And I'm really.. really happy about this! Steffanie if you read this, I'm really happy about it =w=.
40: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? - I used to get them, not anymore.. But it's actually quite a waste of money ^^;
41: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? - Vivian? Other than on the cheek for her birthdays, nope!
42: When did I last hold hands? - Ehhhhhhh... I held hands with my mom last .w.' I think.. Yeah, I think it was yesterday when I had one of those weird skipping moods and pulled her along?
43: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? - Make-up and getting dressed +/- 30 minutes max, eating 10 minutes.. getting out of bed 2.. So, about 42 minutes?
44: Have I shaved your legs in the past three days? - UNGA BUNGA, CALL ME TARZANNA! (Nah it's not that bad really .w.' And c'mon, it's winter! How am I supposed to keep my babies warm?)
45: Where am I right now? - Downstairs in the "computerroom", Comedy Central will start soon so I'm just chillin' here waiting for it to start.
46: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? - Drunk? Me? PFF Don't make me laugh :') It takes a LOT to get me drunk, simply because I do not drink to get drunk. I never got drunk, I only drink up to two glasses of alcohol.
47: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? - You know what they say, THE LOUDER THE BETTER! YEYAH! No seriously, you get more into it the louder it gets.
48: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? - I do .___. But not for long anymore I tell you! I'm going to move out as soon as I can get
49: Am I excited for anything? - YAYCON! OMG I'M SO EXCITED TO ACTUALLY GO, I NEED TO GET AFTER EIGHT 4 AND TAKE PICTURES WITH THE NEZUMI COSPLAYER AND GAAH!
50: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? - Mhnmhn, Caroline and Angelica Senpai *^*/
51: How often do I wear a fake smile? - More than I actually want, it's getting old herp.
52: When was the last time I hugged someone? - With someone, could it be a dog too;w;? /foreveraloneface. No, I huggle a lot with our pup Dunya.. Love to snuggle, snuggle snuggle <3
53: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? - *shrugs* I wouldn't really mind.. It's not that I like that bitch anymore. Luckily she hasn't been around anymore..
54: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? - Yeah.. There's one particular person that I trust, yet some say I should watch out with that person. I'm slowly keeping my distance from her.
55: What is something I disliked about today? - Someone being EXTREMELY rude, yet made me laugh again which is strange... Cuz it never happens.
56: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? - Pfff... Right now? I mean it wouldn't be a celebrity or anything! Cuz there's a person that I'd really want to meet irl right now because she's been of such great support lately, she's such a sweetheart and always listens when I need her ;TTWTT Yes Angelica senpai, I'm talking about you here! Just watch, one day I'll fly off to Brazil so we can talk face-to-face *^*/
57: What do I think about most? - Ehm.. Right now about so many things, but mostly about finally getting my degree and going to university! That's my biggest set goal!
58: What’s my strangest talent? - People find this.. creepy, but I can bend my toes fully and even walk on them. It's bad, I know.. But it's funny to scare them!
59: Do I have any strange phobias? - Arachnophobia. SPIDERS *A*
60: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? - Both, I love taking pictures of others as well as of myself .w.' Yeah, I like to camwhore from time to time.
61: What was the last lie I told? - That I was feeling well.
62: Do I perfer talking on the phone or video chatting online? - With friends I'd rather talk to them on the phone..
63: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? - Nope, it's all just too weird to me to actually believe it. Pff. I can't really get scared by the thought of ghost being after me or aliens taking over the world.. Yet, if there's a movie they're in I'm scared shitless .w.'
64: Do I believe in magic? - No, because I'm already 19 and I never got my acceptance letter to Hogwarts!
65: Do I believe in luck? - Mhn.. At times, but not really.
66: What's the weather like right now? - It's cloudy and dark outside, but yeah.. It's still winter so yeah .w.
67: What was the last book I've read? - The last one of The Hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy - And another thing... (Those titles are just brilliant!)
68: Do I like the smell of gasoline? - Ew no, that makes me really sick to the stomach .3.'
69: Do I have any nicknames? - So damn many, but I'm glad most just stick to Kris..
70: What was the worst injury I've ever had? - I was never really the kid with the major injuries, but I got quite a few cuts and bruises that took long time healing.
71: Do I spend money or save it? - Ah.. Depends. Sometimes I just spend it without really thinking about it, but right now I really have to save up!
72: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? - I don't even come close .w.'
73: Is there anything pink in 10 feets from me? - Yes, my pink iPod Shuffle :)! Without that thing I'm nothing!
74: Favourite animal? - Giraffes.. Yes you read that right. I. Adore. GIRAFFES *^*' Problem?!
75: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? - Playing that crappy ass game pokemon Pearl... God I just can't get the hang of it!
76: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? - Sexy-ass-bitch. Yes, I think so. Or Hussein if he did get married with Sadam.
77: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? - I'm going to hate myself again for this.. But PONPONPON makes me terribly happy and angry at the same time XD
78: How can you win my heart? - Be honest to me, be able to tell me things when in doubt and trust me with your secrets.. Do not be rude to me nor to my friends, be open-minded to all kinds of things and be able to cope with my flaws.. That's all I'm asking.
79: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? - "Up until the day she died she hasn't cared what people thought of her! So fuck you!"
80: What is my favorite word? - Penis. I tend to use that word in every conversation at the weirdest moments.
81: My top 5 blogs on tumblr - Probably all Yaoi tumblrs .w.' AND ALL NO. 6 RELATED BLOGS!
82: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? - Could you please stop being such hypocrits and help each other for once. Seriously, all you can do is boost your own egos and talk bad about other countries. Grow the fuck up, what's this generation going to do with such "rolemodels"?
83: Do I have any relatives in jail? - Nope~ Not htat I know of!
84: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? - Please give me the power to fly, please give me the power to fly, PLEASE GIVE ME THE POWER TO FLY. VISIT ALL THE ONLINE FRIENDS! *^*/
85: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? - What's the one thing you'd change in your life..
86: What is my current desktop picture? - Caro & Me in our cosplay as Gokudera & Yamamoto.
87: Had sex? - STILL COUNTS! /=3=
88: Bought condoms? - No, but I got some at a festival XD
89: Gotten pregnant? - Never been, NEVER WILL!
90: Failed a class? - Nope~
91: Kissed a boy? - Uhh, yeah
92: Kissed a girl? - I KISSED A GURL AND I LIEKED IET!
93: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? - Nope.. But I guess it could be quite romantic..
94: Had job? - Jep, plenty of jobs! Some were nice, some weren't .w.'
95: Left the house without my wallet? - Yep, stupidest and most annoying thing ever!
96: Bullied someone on the internet? - Nope.. That's not what I want to waste my precious times on.
97: Had sex in public? - Is there slut written on my forehead? =A=;;
98: Played on a sports team? - Jep, Dancing~
99: Smoked weed? - Nope, and not planning to do so either. Just listen to Mr. Mackey; "Drugs are bad.. m-mkay!"
100: Did drugs? - Same as above!
101: Smoked cigarettes? - No, I've had too many "bad examples" along the way... People died cuz of it and it didn't make it more appealing to start.. And it smells bad .w.'
102: Drank alcohol? - Yup, and then come to think of it that I hated drinking at first XD though I only drink a small amount and in company.
103: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? - Nooooo way, I love meat WAY too much to give it up! I mean, sure those meatreplacers aren't THAT bad.. But they've got nothing on a real piece of fine meat! Mhn!
104: Been overweight? - Yeah.. Many times.. It's depressing but yeah .w.;;
105: Been underweight? - Nope.
106: Been to a wedding? - Yes~ I love going to weddings! It's such a magical thing really, seeing two people who love each other get to be together forever ;w; one day, I'll be there too.. I hope. /foreveraloneface.
107: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? - Oh yeah, even longer! I mean.. I've got nothing to do with my life anyways .w.' My PC's always on.
108: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? - Yeah, with one of those LOTR marathons we had once XD
109: Been outside my home country? - Lots of times, I've gone to Germany, Belgium, England, France, Italy, Spain, Austria, Switzerland and Liechtenstein :) I still like England and Italy the most ^^/
110: Gotten my heart broken? - A few times yes, some took me a lot of time to heal..
111: Been to a professional sports game? - Nope .w.' I'm not that much of a sports person!
112: Broken a bone? - Never *A* and better leave it at that!
113: Cut myself? - No.. I can't handle blood, and I vomit easily when I feel pain.. So no can do .w.'
114: Been to prom? - Yes twice ^^ My own, and as introducee with Joost a year back :)
115: Been in airplane? - Never, but I so wanna travel with one ^^
116: Fly by helicopter? - No *A* I'm afraid of heights!
117: What concerts have I been to? Appelpop 2006 =w= Best time of my life!
118: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? - Helleuwhhhh! =A=
119: Learned another language? - Jep, English, German and French in school! Tried to teach myself Japanese and Korean.. And I'd love to learn some Russisch and Spanish :)
120: Wore make up? - Started wearing it at the age of 14, and I still wear it yes :) maybe a bit more than before ^^;; Blame cosplay!
121: Lost my virginity before I was 18? - Uh =A=
122: Had oral sex? - Muh =A=
123: Dyed my hair? - Yep ^w^/ From blond to purple, blond to Pink, blond to brown, brown to red, red to black and now it's still black :)
124: Voted in a presidential election? - Nope, yet I've voted in some regionl election once!
125: Rode in an ambulance? - Thankfully no ^^;
126: Had a surgery? - Thank god no ^^;
127: Met someone famous? - Ehh.. As far as I know I've never really met someone famous as in talking to them in person..
128: Stalked someone on a social network? - *^* No fucking way? I stalk EVERYONE here!
129: Peed outside? - Yeah, camping XD
130: Been fishing? - No ;A; and I'm not sure if I can pull it off >w>;;
131: Helped with charity? - Yep! I donate from time to time, I helped out in a senior center for a month and ran in some rallies.
132: Been rejected by a crush? - Yeah .w. That's why I usually keep it to myself until I'm at least 80% sure they feel the same way!
133: Broken a mirror? - No thank god! ;A: Such a messs.
134: What do I want for birthday? - A great time with my friends (:
135: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? - .. I don't want kids =3=
136: Was I named after anyone? - No, they just found my name in a French names book, made it look less French and named me Kristel :')
137: Do I like my handwriting? - Eh.. At times it looks really nice, but my writing gets quite derp after a while .w. I can't keep up with the prettiness!
138: What was my favourite toy as a child? - As far as I remember I played with Barbie dolls XD So weird if you look at me now. I used to be quite the cute girly kid if I have to believe my parents!
139: Favourite Tv Show? - Mhn, I'm torn between Family guy and South Park, both are awesome!
140: Where do I want to live when older? - Somewhere else than here, most likely in another country! I'd love to move over to England when I grow older!
141: Play any musical instrument? - In fact, I can play the flute, the accoustic as well as the electric guitar, bass guitar, drums, xylophone, a bit of piano and triangle .w. YES THE LAST ONE COUNTS! TIMING IS EVERYTHING!
142: One of my scars, how did I get it? - I have a burn scar on my left lower arm, I wanted to get some buns out of the oven .w.'
143: Favourite pizza toping? - Salami, ham and pineapple ^w^/
144: Am I afraid of the dark? - Not that I'll crawl into the nearest corner when I can, but I can get quite uncomfortable in the dark >w>;;
145: Am I afraid of heights? - Yes .. And I blame my dad for it! He's scared as well, and I think he got it on to me too!
146: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? - So far, nothing yet thank god ^^;
147: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end? - Yeah, lots of times.. I always try my best y'know.. And when you try even harder than you usually do and fail even though you did the best you could? It hits you hard.. and it hits youd eep. I've experienced that a lot, there have been so many things that have gone wrong while I just wanted to show how much I'd do to just accomplish it. It sounds vague really..
148: What I'm really bad at - Drawing ;w; I wish I could draw.. But I can't..
149: What my greatest achievments are - For now, getting into university upcoming school year!
150: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me - That I should get real.. In the means of, I want to follow my dreams.. And I'm doing everything to get where I want in the end. Yet there has be one that used to be really close to me, who said that I should open my eyes and see that what I wanted isn't going to happen. But screw her really.
151: What I'd do if I won in a lottery - BUY ALL THE COSPLAY, BUY ALL THE MANGA, GO TO ALL CONVENTIONS! And save some for later .w.'
152: What do I like about myself - Probably the fact that I managed to still have some people close to me who love me for who I am.
153: My closest Tumblr friend - Caro probably cuz I don't use Tumblr that often >W>;;
154: Something I fantasise about - I don't fantasise =A= I decided to be Asexual from now on. (sexy time with a very special lady *A*) So yeah, nothing =w=
155: My dearest possesion - This sounds cheesy.. But it's just what it is, my friendship with all of you is the thing I hold most dear!