Why is it that I always seem to give people the wrong impression? Seriously, I just wanted a day to enjoy myself with DMMd cuz I've felt so terribly stressed already. Whenever I want to just keep myself away from people because I just seem to annoy them with everything I say.. Well, it just seemed most reasonable to keep my mouth shut for the time being and just keep it all to myself, apparently people see my "quiet time" as "ignoring them"


It looks like I can't just have some time to myself. Give me a break, I already have enough people after me as it is! God it doesn't even piss me off, it just stings, y'know.

This morning I spoke to Angelica senpai again, we had a good talk and I was able to just let everything out without the feeling I'd get judged for anything. It relieved me, and she told me I should just get some time to myself to relax. Today was the only day I'd be able to cuz my schedule is once again PACKED with either assignments or days away from home. And still I haven't been able to relax one single minute today since I started to clean my room due to stress..

I'm just going to leave it at that, I have enough of it right now.