It's been a while since I wrote something mainly pessimistic on this blog.. I haven't been doing all too bad lately, justing hanging in there trying to keep myself occupied and everything. But today something happened that really worn me out and got my mood to drop tremendously.

There this certain someone that really ticks me off and litterly drives me insane. Even when I approach them neutrally or without any bad intentions they just snap at me for no particular reason. I get things throw to my head that don't even make sense and whenever I try to be the bigger person they just get me over the edge of my sanity. I'm literally at wits end and the chances I've given this person are officially done for.

I've had it with her CONSTANTLY bringing me down, it's not doing any good to my health as well. It makes me feel anxious that whenever I want to say something I'll be either just yelled at, and that while I'm the older person here.

Well, if we're going to be all childish about it, I'll be childish about it too. My time of "being the adult" has passed. I'm just so close to just ignoring her all together, the only down part of this all we're talking about my younger sister here.

God, if I could only get a chill pill for now =3= Well, at least I've got some work to do now so at least that'll keep me busy for the time being!

I'm out~